O.M.G >V<♥

actually dint expect tht the ECA camp was so tht FUN >V<~
iif next time mr.darminda got do any camp..
ii for sure will join dy >V<~
hahhaha!
soo happii to ply those gamesss~ =]]♥

everything is so exciting..Funny.~
and My group's name is ACE♥ >V< 
and heard theyall say tht ACE get 2nd overall~=]]♥
happii to know tht too~hahahahha!!

ii go back home half way =[[...

so damn regret to go back home~

seems like every1 was enjoying the games >.<''

R.E.G.R.E.T~♥

well =o=..nvm nurh~

haiiix...still got many chance geh~hahaha! =]]~

thn night time..go midvelly..

go there eat..thn after finish eating..

thn go see movie♥

♥Sorcerers Apprentice♥

damn difficult to spell the title =o=... 

anyways~its nice..(for me)

not really a must to see it larh~

but iif u want to see..is a good choice too~

sometimes some part vry gen jiong geh~hahaha!

hmmm...kinda tired jor ==

soo~NITE♥haa~

    

tomolo ECA camp =| ~

=o=..just can tell u tht..iim totaly not a active ppl~
and now..wan me go ECA camp =o=~
even though they say its damn fun..
but for me =.=''those running thingy..
is SCARY~! =.=!!

haiixx =...=
speechless liao~
hope it will be fun..
and not embarras to doing those activiti...

THN...
night time..9something
me go watch movie with gor and his fren~
forgot the movie geh name jor =o=~
ANYWAYS...
can see movie let me feel damn happiiiii dy =v=~
ahhahaha!!


hope everything will be good and FINE >.<''
muakkkks♥

waaa! =[[♥

Stupid Fking Piano exam iis coming =o=!
next thursday~
F lo =o=....
ii really hate touching the piano u know?

thn now tell me got exam~
everyday practice the stupid piano for 30minutes to 1 hour like tht~
finish practicing dy..
warhh~
ii turn my wrist,woottss =o=
turn 1 round oni..
my hand like gonna putus dy >.<
PAIN!!!! hurt =o=!


now aldy feel nervous bout the exam dy ==ll
even though got exam many times dy..
but still vry tht scare with no reason~
and the scare..iis every1 cant know geh~


whn u heard ppl inside the room ply till vry well..
thn the next 1 is your turn..
u wil will like OMFG!
siie liao =o=
the ppl ply till so good..
later ii ply till damn Bad..
warhh...sure big diffrence there
thn mark also BIG diffrence~


aaaaa......
am ii making myself more nervous or wad?
=o=...but really scary...
wish me goodLuck =[[[

5.8.2010♥
Thursday♥

Wont go to school in tht day =[[

will miss you guys ><''♥

N.E.R.V.O.U.R.S♥

muakss...hope ii will pass in my stupid exam ><''♥

Whn ii did something wrong..Pls TELL me..

II HATE 

 ppl dont bother me and show those idiot face to me...

dont like..hate..angry me~TELL..

dont at there..show those face..let me feel irritating u know?

NOT purpusly wanna say who..

FOR ALL the ppl..

FOR all MY FRENZ..

FOR ppl IN my LIFE~

Showing tht face..will let me felt more angry with everything..

Sometimes ii dint even know wad ii did wrong..

and u dont tell me..

so wad ii surpose to do?

And u will just show tht face..

ii dont know wad happen~!

TELL and SPEAK out to me..

AT least ii know wad is wrong on everything..

Whn ii dont know anything..

thn ii try to ignore it..

thn u will strated say me..

saw me like this dy still dont wan come and comfort me!

HOW I KNOW WAD I DO??!!!

II DONT KNOW WAD II DINT WRONG THN II SO SOHAII SUDDENLY GO COMFORT U FOR WAD!=o=...

sometimes really freak out with some of these cases u know~

not 1 time 2 times..

many ppl did this to me before..

really cant get them..

angry thn dont tell..

walao..=o=..

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Nothing is REAL in my life..

nothing iis real in my life..everything~

FRENZ..PARENTS..LOVE..every single things~

dont really will put my real heart and trust all those things~

(not to dont trust this..and dont get it wrong =]])

Dear FRENZ ^^~

my frenz..is like a part of my family members..

they will let me feel happii..

of course wiill let me feel sad too..

but..everything for me iis just not tht real..

for me..every of this things..

is just an experinces..

let me know how to be mature..

and will know many things tht we not expect to know~

ii really feel like trusting all my frenz in my life..

ii TRUST themm..

but not 100% tht ii trying to trust..

ii think 100%..just 50% will be there for every1~

after everything happen..

NOW..ii heard my fren wan tell me some secret..

SOMETIMES..the 1st thing whn i heard them wan tell something secret..

thn ii will close my ears..

even my family members..

ii cant trust any1..

ii dont know why..

and dont know wad happen to me O.O..

My sis trying to tell me something..

the 1st thing ii will do is close my ears..

but at last..

of course will listen wad they trying to tell me larh =o=~

no choise..

cux ii must be a good listener =]]

so gotta listen and advice..

MY JOD =]]♥

LOVing thingy..

no need ask..ii sure dont trust geh~

the boys always tell the girl..

do u know tht~ii really love you?

but..they will just SAY they LOVE...

but at last?break..=o=

how lame is tht?

iif wanna break..thn why tht time wan together lerh?

dont feel like wasting time geh merh?

thn still need to use those time to cry out loud..

thn say how sad was u..

=o=..wasting energy..wasting time..wasting your tearS~

II think..this is just one of my style tht cannot change..

CAnt trust any1..

My Life..iis just as normal as like this..

My Life ; My style♥

iif dont like my style..need me say sorry to you?

iif need..ii would like to do tht too =]]~

ahaa!swt =o=..

well..hope u guys will like my blog♥

♥LovE AlwayS..=]]♥ 

♥♥muakksszz♥♥ 

ME ; wads wrong liao? =[[♥

♥feel like ii gonna Crazy..
    At school laugh like hell with Ah Kwan..
Thn Going back home tht time..
My mood suddenly bcum bad liao~

Many thing let me feel Curious..and worried?
  ii feel like iim losing control..
Everything tht surpose to be in my hand..
All slowly fly away from me..

Try hard to get back all the things..
but at last?all the things just Fly more far from me...
ii hate myself being like this..
iim just like an idiot...~
always worried bout something tht ii no need to worried about~

Thn..whn others ask me..
wats wrong?
Why??
Something happen to you?
just tell me~ii will help u~

Thn ii will sure reply..Nothing^^~iim ok..nothing is wrong..~
dont worry~iim okay =]]
Am ii Pretending everything?
or really nothing happen to me?
Every smile tht ii gave to others..is so not Real..

Sometimes will ask myself..Why wanna show the fake smile?
Dont feel like smiling..thn just dont smile larh~why wan force myself to smile?
thn think for while..
ii think iis bcux ii dont want ppl to worried bout me~
Am ii doing this?
ii dont know~ =[[

Wad can i do in my life?
And now ii feel like..
every of my Sentencess~
will have a "?"~

this shows tht..
everything iis mess up..right? 
....................................................................................


MY Frenz ; Your Feelings..I knw~
But.. 

IIM happii tht u guys will find me..
and talk to me whn u guys wad sad..
and tell me wad the real feelings of uall~
ii can help u up..REaLLY~
but..sometimes..certain things,certain words..
u cant tell me..it might hurt me ..


Sometimes,u will not know tht your sentences is hurting me..
cux..iim pretending..from now..and always~
so..ii will be moody..and wont tell the reason..~


II love To be a trustable..Frenly..Cheerful geh fren~
And ii like to hear wad u guys tell me..
But..Secret..u wan tell..okay~ii will keep it =]] (promiss)
but dont let me feel stress to keep d secret..~
actually ii hate keeping secret..
tht was so suffer ><''


But u wan tell ii was Okaayy Everytime..
But..Really dont let me feel stress to keep it~~~
ii hate tht stress..iit will just let me feel tired and stressful~
Just Remember tht..
IIM a good listener Of Your~
But not a giving Stress to me geh ppl~

♥u guys from NOW and ALWAYYSSSSS~~
ii promiiss iit =]]♥
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TO THOSE SH SPAMMER..
FYI...
my blog..my rules..
dont try to come my blog and put  some bad words on it..
and  this will just destroying my blog..
DIRTY~
NOW..only came jor 1 spammer..

But Dont really hope got 2nd 1~
Dont like my blog..just go away~
and dont really welcoming u to come too~
My Chat Box..Just For Chat and Comment..
Wan scould..Go other place..dont come here~

And wan be Spammer..think u scould who 1st..
Sometimes u guys just will go simply scould ppl with no reason~
Even though they got a big gang..u also go scould~
Think before u say something larh~=o=
My ZHI kEI..(sopo)
Let some1 scould with no reason~
so damn innocent lorh~
let me feel so damn angry lorh!

IIf ii kene u thn tell me..
dont at blog there scould..
thts just a stupid reaction~
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ii think this post is the longest post ii had ever wirte before~
ahha!
all not same topic geh~
MY MOOD..MY FRENZ..SPAMMER.. ~
pheww =o=...
anyways...

REMEMBER tht..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥you ALWAYS ^^♥
muahhahahhahahah~ =v=
=////= (blush) =P 

=]]♥

ii kinda like the new skin~
abit like TRANSFORM>V<~ahaha!

like starss around me =V=~
swwtt~
hahahahha!


Hope uu guys wiill like it^^~
and new Songss over
<-------------------~
haha~


take a look^^
muakkss♥

♥

♥Remember 
                    tht 
     YOU 
                           are 
          MINE...

                        

           

                       For all my Frennzzzz~♥

                                            

                 ''   hahah♥

          ♥you..

><''

Dont

know 

why

...tht

feelings

is 

comming 

back~...

><''

we are cooking mama~♥hahaha!

Weee~today cook at school lerh~>V<~
so damn fun lorh~hahah!
me forget bring the ingrediant to school jor~
thn my lovely kwan got extra~
and she borrow me those ingrediant tht she bring~♥


we where the apron =o=
warrhh~like all "asam" at there cook~
walaoo..damnn ugly lorh~
but still tht fun to cook>V<~

me and kwan at there do till so damn happii~ahaha!
after finish do my sandwich~
i bite abit and taste~
thn ii give all the 16girls in our class and taste my sandwhich~
all ppl have 1 bite at ONE sandwich~
hahahahhaha!!!!!♥



dont know why feeel so cute bout this~haha!♥
thn i took another 2 sanwich tht i have been done~
same things~
i have a few bite jor~
thn pass all around and call them have a bite~
ahhaa!♥

it was soooo dammmnnnnniiii fun!
even though the room is damn hot larh =o=~ 
LOVE THIS DAY♥~ 2010.7.20
MY AWESOME DAY~♥

guys~
try to cook~
and i bet u will like it even though it was hot~
whn u taste your food is super nice~
u will feel more happii bout it!
hahahah~♥

WE ARE COOKING MAMA!!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥>V<       

MSNing~

                    msning with keii~
                        haha~
                          KV at right hand side there~

she dont know i taking pic of her=o=~
hahahaha!

swwtt♥

cute face♥

hmm~nothing to write~

happii forever larhh♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

My hair~♥

My hair cut jor nurh~ahhaha!
fringe got cut alittle abit~
back there~
warrrhhh =o=!!
cut vry must dy~
but still long larh~

now ii using the cheap china phone =o=!!
arhgg~
irritating!
so i cant take any picture;DX

will upload some new pic whn i chage phone~hahaha!
my hair ==~
for me is not tht nice~
but whn i go to school~
frenz saw my hair was like~
this hair better thn last time tht 1~
==...FINE~..
nothing to say lo~
ahhahaha! ;XD

sry for the post..
long time no update jor ><''
SRY♥

=o=

today went back home tht time..
keep walk slowly into my hosue~
scare daoo sii lerh==
thn keep see every each of my room..
see whether got messy or got ppl or not~
hahahahha!!

swwtt lo mee~
scare liaoo =o=
guyss~
now adays got many this kind of cases jor..so must be awear~
dont walk alone at the road arh~~
expecially GIRLSSS~~~


Safety 1st♥♥♥♥♥
chuuuu♥♥♥

 msn♥

my house..things gone=o=!!!!

arhhgg!!damn the theif!!
F off larh!!!
ishh`

my laptop!!!!my phone!!!!my moneyy.....
my dad's laptop...psp...
=o=~
damn many money let the thief steal jor~
=^=.....my dad geh pasport also stole liao~>..<

 the room all messy jor..
all the dress all give him make till messy dy~
abit scary..>.<

thn the police come..
they ask us question..and ii keep chat with the police..
hahaha~they so good>V<

thn the forencis come and find 手指纹~see got the theif d 指纹or not~
warhhh...
so damn 大症状~hahaha!
so many police at my house..
>O
but for sure wont find out who is the theif geh larh~
suan liao larhh~
hahaha!

now my mum abit scare~
cux scare the theif come at the night time..
=.=''
when i heard tht my phone and my laptop lost..
i keeepppppppp shouting like HELLL!!!hahahhh~
tht time i really gonna cry dy==~ahhaa!
but nvm norh..now got new laptop jor~
buahahahhah=v=..happiii~

hope everything wil be fine from now on~~~
dont wan anything happen dy~~
haiixx...
LOVE YOU GUYSSS~
muakksss♥a big kiss for u~♥>V<

A boring day..

Come school as usual..
do wad we must do in the school~
homeworkssss...=o=
disgusting thingys..
annoying thingys~
and tomolo i will recive my bisket>V<
muahahahha~
the bisket damnii nice~
hahhahaaahaax!!!


got nothing to write today~
everything just goes normal~
soo..


happii everyday..love you
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Girl Guide...

haha~
girl guide tht time..
me..Shze Hwa..Justine..Kaiwen..ChienLing..Bing
we all at there keep talk talk talk~
hahahhax!
swt >V<


gossiping something~
and others..
today was quite awesome>V<
and our class got a new student
she was so damn quiet==
and teacher call me to help her up on all those things~
 it is quite happii to help her..hahah!

everything was fine today~
hope everyday will be like this>V<♥


♥XOXO♥

im good in comfort and giving ppl opinion=v=

PROUD =v=

comfort and give opinion to two ppl jor~
hahax~
1 cry..=o=
1 REALISED..
ii should have a GIVING GOOD OPINION centre..
or a GOOD COMFORTING centre~

 hahahahahhahx!!♥
but..hope u guys will feel good to listening to my opinion and all kind of stuff~
u guys can always find me and talk~
and ii will give u my opinion~
FYI(for your information)
u no need teelll u wad u dont wanna tell mE~
just tell wad u wanna tell me~
dint really forcing u guys to tell me too~


ii will just help u guys if uall need my opinion~


the new AUBREY..will always keep the secret~
so dont worry tht i will tell out the secret~
ahhahahx!!>V<
but maybe ii will tell shze hwa~
cux she quite close to me~ot sohpo~♥
hahha!

anyways~
be nice..be kind...be good..and the most important thing is~
BE HAPPII♥

muakks♥
love forever~♥ 

happii...~ =v=♥

today at school damn happii~~
keep laughing with kwan==~
like sopo like tht~
hahahahhx!!♥♥

thn saw kai wen also got say hii jor~
tehee =v=~
damn happii~
ahahhahaha!!
everything was alright now~

muahahhahahaha!!!!
weeeee~
no anemy jor!!!!
wwwoootttsssss!~♥




My Lengzaii~♥♥
♥Kiimbum♥

his smile really can attract every1~
haha~=]]♥
hope I..and WE can smile like him everyday~
=]]♥muaks~